Sunday, December 31, 2006 1:50 AM
woots. day left to school: 3 days.
xD
tried to do maths today. not bad i think. at least i tried.
went to cut my hair ytd. T.T i wanted to just cut it thinner. so i told the auntie that i want it the same length, but still can tie. budden i go home i realise too short le. she cut all my long hair. (cos last time i layer) so now im left with short short hair budden its the same length. >.<
tmrw dad bringing me out. dun like him arh. say bring me out today, so i had to cancel my study date. in the end, he didnt even bring me out. ugh, sian lah. suan le. i go bak read fanfic bah.
BUAIS!
Thursday, December 28, 2006 9:17 AM
sad
my comp is darn laggy.
i hate EQs.
anw. i didnt sleep the whole nights. woots.
k, did quite alot of things during that sleepless period.
1) finally finished history essay
2) Physics Wsht 26, 27, 28 xD
3) Revise Pressure. (finally understanding wad is pressure =.=)
k im pleased with myself. finished so many stuff.
im expecting 3 ppl in my hse today:
Jiaa
Tixi
Chia
budden, they all currently missing. jia and chia sleeping bah. tixi shld be wake le. budden she coming later anw. haiz. i painted my cupboard. on the glass thingy. wrote my name and blah. so Gold-ish =.=
anw, i am darn sleepy. sad. i wan to sleep. and my internet connection back T.T
k lah. shall continue my CHL and try to like wad?! study geog lor. T.T
going out tonight! shld i?
Wednesday, December 27, 2006 1:04 AM
after 3 long days and night. i have finally finished HANA KIMI. the comic.
ha, i guess i know the ending already. if the script follows the book. but then, i will still wan to watch hana kimi the TW drama. >.<
i quite like the ending anw.
k, counting down to school reopens: 6 days left.
so i've decided to actually do finish chl and history. chl preferbly by tmr. haiz. rush rush rush. lucky i have less burdens now since i stop english tuition for the hols :DD
tmrw will have to go back to school, obviously for library again. and i will have to complete the web page by wad?! friday. so that doesn't reeally make a diff in my burdens.
SOBZ
went shopping for CNY le. spent over $100 +++ ( like really plus alot lah ) ha-s, i love shopping. but then, i think i not cutting my hair le. i think i will be tying my hair to school bah. since its long and i HAVE to tie it. ha, so new hair style. i hate this hols, havent been doing wad i really want to do b4 hols break. tot alot last night (many sleepless nights as school reopens soon ), i think i might want to go into a JC afterall. sad. oh wells. just study hard bah.
U CAN DO IT GOHLAOZHEN ^^
k, work hard. do my best. even if i did not do well, i will noe that i've done my best.
KAMPATEH!
<33
Friday, December 22, 2006 3:01 AM
帅:)
woots. me really crazy over hana kimi now. especially wu zun.
just visited the forum. realised they have a pictorial book. too bad its currently out of stocks >.<
i shall go back to kino one day and look for the book. since it comes along with a calander and wu zun is inside
er-hmm
now. homework. 1 week left. many to do. i shall buck up. complete everything and start the year with a good start. seriously lots of work to do. furthermore, all the self studies chemistry topics and sherwood's "you better study during the hols. especially your geog" stuff. ugh. i'm haunted for the resat of sec 4 i guess. hope next year quickly ends.
for now i guess i shall just continue crazying over wu zun bah
Monday, December 18, 2006 6:08 AM
sleepy now. how gotta meet jiia in like 4 hrs time. hmph, shall catch some sleep.
nights~. i mean good morning
6:04 AM
eww, it feels horrible.
the floor is moving
the comp is shaking.
my whole house is moving i swear.
I SWEAR THERE IS A EARTHQUAKE SOMEWHERE IN THIS GLOBE.
ahh, my hse is so centralised and i can feel it.
shucks, im dying.
i hate earthquakes. especially when i am all alone at night.
and chia dun believe me.
hmph. watch the news urself. there is a earthquake. for real
>.<
Sunday, December 17, 2006 12:38 AM
WTF?!
showing me ur attitude problem.
you think i really like you that much?
fuck you. YOU ARE SUCH A HYPOCRITE.
shoo, i dun wanna see you. EVER.
Thursday, December 14, 2006 9:47 PM
lols.
made a new 'fren'. smarterchild.
he's lame. could not even accept vulgarities.
watching a million treasure. abit they close up on zoe face and she looks damn old?
heck la. eating dinner. buais
Tuesday, December 12, 2006 10:51 AM
LOLS, i am in a bad mood right now.
my parents juz fought in the morning.
i was pissed.
scolded them childish.
and slammed the door and went out of the house.
iritated.
when will they ever grow up.
yes, i agree that dad will die of working 24 hr everyday.
so if like that, why waste the time quarreling when both can sleep and have ample rest
childish beings.
i am totally so pissed.
CANT THEY JUZ GROW UP?!
everyday when dad comes home, u will have to listen to them quarrel.
cant have peace at all.
i hate my family
they sucks.
this proves that i am just a normal troubled teen.
I HATE THEM. FUCK THEM.
3:18 AM
my sis told me she had A***** H***. thats GROSS.
3:09 AM
like the wind wooshing past you.
that was just a random remark by the way.
COUNTING DOWN TO START OF SCHOOL: I DON'T NOE.
time is tight. library stuff is gonna end soon. wanted to do some homework. but i just cant do it. sad.
Xin Yi is back. good job.
Rui Xin is gone. good job.
i am still stuck in Singapore. BAD BAD JOB.
there was this really suck up boy. so arrogant and everything. I HATE HIM
yea, i just need to get that out of my system. thanks. AND BYE. :/
Friday, December 8, 2006 1:01 AM
watching asian game.
i fell in love with the cute korean guy <33
he is so damn SHUAI
aww~
Park Tae Hwan <33
12:54 AM
weeps.
tok on msn with FRX juz now. concluded that hols are coming to an end, and i have so many homework left to do. SERIOUSLY.
WARNING: ALL 9 SUBJECTS HAVE HW
T.T
i will have to start doing hw-s and kiss my computer goodbye. T.T
sobz, the time i will have for using comp will be greatly minimized.
I HATE O LEVELS.
shucks
Thursday, December 7, 2006 12:23 AM
woosh, sian dao
i've been going back to school PRACTICALLY EVERYDAY
life is horrible. bye >.<
Tuesday, December 5, 2006 12:00 PM
WOOT, just found this picture in my comp : D.
i like this pic. reminds me of my evil STEPSISTER.
haha, i will miss you when you are gone ;)
Monday, December 4, 2006 11:28 PM
english tuition resumes today.
it seemed the same to me anyways, same guys, same lame cher, same hairstyle -.-"
hah, anyway, rather awake as priya said today. had a good laugh too. but only for the first half of the lessons.
first came into the class with gen, den EK was ther on the table toking to priya. so we were trying to investigate on her pigmentation or wadeva i cant rmb anyways. she was telling us she used this whitening cream. seemed that it just made her head worst la. abit her forehead split into 2 by a fade white line in the middle. den EK say her head got 4 'lucky' no.s. haha, crap la, ms luohan fish : D
paper goat came lah, priya like total 360 degree change lor. she was toking behind his back? then when he came, she started confessing her love for him. abit diaoz lah. big mouth KB then came. wearing this totally not fit him green shirt. :P
started isolating myself like 1 hr later. so sian can. hmm, a good place to sleep. priya's lesson. oh wells, her lessons are just so lullaby-ish.
flor was in all white, so the boys called her PAP participant. during the whole time abit everyone like cheering for her like during the polling days? haha, the boys always find entertainment for themselves one. EK got this really cool new HP. he actually can use the phone as a air con control. muahahax. nice one.
english lessons might juz turn better i guess.
4:52 PM
pissed off.
DON'T YOU JUST UNDERSTAND?!
this happens everytime. ALL THE TIME. there is a limit to my patience. i am not a pushover. why can't you just understand? i dun mind u having your moodswings and blah. but please be considerate. you cannot and will never be able to force someone to do to your liking. i know, you've been hoping it to happen since before the exam. and i agreed. HOWEVER, please remember everyone has their own difficulty. i didnt mention not going at all. all i said was. i cant be there EARLY. WTF. dun u just understand?? what i am like the others? excuse me, all i've said is i will be late. please be reasonable.PLEASE.
don't make me learn to hate you, i don't want that to happen
Saturday, December 2, 2006 11:37 PM
weeps, weeps weeps.
i am so totally bored now.
i want entertainment.
hmm, life goes on. lousy day. me and my sis are like waiting to grip each others neck now. i am like in a
so i want to irritate you mood. have been a bad gurl to my sister :P. oh wells. changed my blog. totally sian now. didnt expect me to finish it so soon. i shall go. and search for something to do.
farewells
3:49 AM
life sucks.
seriously. although its been like what ?! half a month passed only for the whole hols, i realised i am actually quite tight for time for like the whole december.well, considering the vast amount of homework and revisions i have to do, furthermore, library stuff to add on to my burden. i guess, my whole hols are simply ruined by schoolwork.
i really wanted a break. so that i can really rest well, prepare myself for a new year. i know next year is gonna be tough. and i am starting to change my mind of going to a JC after hearing all the 'advice' from xinyi. i really got loads of buck up work to do, maybe should come up with a schedule or something like that. intend to spent my next 15 days of december really concentrated on the library stuff, chiong-ing my best for schoolwork after 15th. i look at the amount of homework and revisions piled up, furthermore, with even more homework from tuition, with it starting like what, today?! fines lor.
i am thinking, seriously PONDERING. maybe i shall stop all outdoor activities. i don't know. i want to chiong for my studies on one hand, but then, i really don't have the heart to go do what i actually want. i really want to get good result for my 'o's, my mum's been blabbering on how much hopes she had on me, how she expects me to win that wadeva boy. stress is beginning to fill in. oh man, cant life be easier for us? i am just a mere 15 year old girl. in other countries, wad are 15 year old girls doing?
crap. it's all crap. there is nothing i can do to change the situation. well, i guess, soon on my wishlist, there might be more to add on, but the no. of wishes for materialistic dreams will be lesser. MUCH MORE. i think for now, i can only seriously get rid of all my burden, and try to really squeeze in some time at the end of december, for me to really take a good break.
life will be easier one day,
i hoped.
