Wednesday, June 25, 2008 2:04 AM
for some stupid reasons, im feeling really unpleased at how the situation is now. first off, this is meant to be a blog that is updated on 25.01.09. just trying to keep some privacy within myself. (not that anyone will be reading my blog =.=")
i dun get it? whats the big deal about class bonding and everything. its not like we are going to get ANY closer after the stupid gathering. yes, i know that u guys have put in alot of efforts trying to organise the thing. but i feel that it will be a very weird situation for us to join in the farewell dinner. FIRSTLY! i have no close relation at all to her. the words that we have exchanged within the past year can even be counted by the fingers on 1 freaking hands. what makes u guys think that going to the dinner will changed anything. NOTHING WILL BE CHANGED. she will most probably forget that we exist cos we were not even close to her in the first place. i am freakingly disturbed by this issue. FREAKINGLY! i know that wad xiu, ophe and ws said makes sense. its true that it was our clique that make things seem so drastic cos we were the ones that requested for a change in the kbox to a dinner instead. i sound very contridicting,
i know, OH MY GOD! pleaase save me from all these conflicts. at this point of time. i think we should just forget about all plans of bonding or whatsoever lahs. ii only want to concentrate on my own personal life. AND i dun really care if u guys will be in my life in the future or not. different kind of people click with their same kind. clearly, im not any of you guys, so i just like to remain in my own comfort zone for now.
no offence meant to anyone, and if anyone somehow read this blog post, im really sorry for my comments and everything. remain friends then :/
