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i feel weak and i feel like a coward, fearing death of all things. its suppose to be a life cycle but somehow whenever it think about it, it just aches me to know that someone i know might just leave me any day. its not like im currently facing the death of anyone now, just that while i was thinking last night that what could have probably happen if all my loved ones were gone. its very scary to think about it. its not my first time thinking of such issues but i just cant get over it. i hate how all these life cycles things come so naturally. im afraid of death, or i should say the feeling of being left out all alone.