Thursday, March 12, 2009 10:51 PM
today is super the eventful.
day started off okay cos we din nid to run for pe. somehow it ends up a bad thing for weishen cos he dislocated his shoulder again, thus he will be unable to attend this year’s A div. well, he cried lah, and i was kinda shock cos i’ve never seen a guy cry before, other than my dad =.= anyway, hope he cheers up soon! ponned maths lect today cos they were going to air the weird movie. me, xiu, ws and shao left the school tgt at the mere hour of 11am. shao went home to sleep while the rest of us went to sengkang compass point to accompany ws :D had kfc and sat there and talk cock lor. dey were toking abt how i was never emo but i fought back abt that point. somehow it just makes me start thinking about how actually people dun really know me cos i tend to hide my true self from others. just like wad chia say, she didnt even noe i was emo-ing all the way till she read my blog ytd. well, so xiu and ws wanted to know more abt it and i kept mum lah, cos i dun feel comfortable telling them abt the matters since ny clique are involved in my problems most of the time. anyway, left at 2 so that i will be able to meet jia jia by 3 in the library for some studying session. i kinda end up quite piss when i wait for bus 76 opp yck church. well there was at huge grp of ppl attending the funeral that past by as they sent off the dead on his last journey. its kind of not respectful of me for the dead since i was quite angry over it for a period of time. (currently feeling bad abt my attitude) well, i think the deceased was some da ren wu cos i swear it was the GRANDEST funeral i ever seen. i think it took forever for the entire troop of ppl to walk away form the bus stop. here comes the angry part, 76 arrived and it just din stop for the passengers to get onto the bus, which makes me ending up quite pissed cos i was getting late for the meeting. when i get onto the bus like finally~ i ended up being pissed over every small matters like how the man siting opp me have ugly sunglasses and how the ah tiong smell like garlic. YEAH SUCH STUPID STUFFS. met jia at amk lib and chia din turn up cos she pang sei-ed us. YES YOU LIM CHIA YING IF YOU HAVE BEEN READING MY BLOG AS PROMISED! super de sad T.T haha, me and jia ate the roasted chicken leg for dinner with the potato chunks and crinkle fries. i got kinda fed up with doing econs so i left to look for books to borrow while she bought me a brownie cake BEHIND MY BACK. so sweet of her, but im kinda guilty over what i’ve ate today: kfc, hazelnut vanish, roasted chicken leg, coke, fries and potato chunks and a CHOCOLATY BROWNIE CAKE. ooh man! sinful sinful. ANYWAY, IM LOVING HER ALWAYS TILL THEN END OF THE WORLD! wdv 山盟海誓 thingy.
anyway i feel like ranting out how i feel abt ahem its geting kind of irritating and i’ve been avoiding ahem’s phone calls and sms. well, i strongly believe that ahem still thinks that the world has been revolving arn her. ahem strongly believe that he/she/it is the king or smth. kind of irritating cos i have to hear the same things over and over again for the past 1-2 years. i really feel like telling ahem right into her face to tell her to go and die since that is wad ahem has been wishing for. i cant believe how ahem heck cares over how precious life is. its like so disrespectful and rude to those who simply tries their best to survive longer in this world. ahh, kind of wish that ahem will disappear from my life right away. im so afraid of ahem now that i couldnt believe the things that im doing to ahem even tho we were once the best of friends. well, i wish to remain status quo. i wan to be ahem best friend but i dun think i can take anymore nonsense from ahem.
I WANT MY LIFE BACK~
