im so avoiding phone calls now, both the house phone and the handphone. GOSH, she called like thrice just now! and i simply left it there to ring till it dies. she msged me abot the thingy, telling me that she wants to get my tutorial again. FREAK MAN. i dun get it. its not like she's been going to school on a regular basis. well, i actually thought that it will never happen lah, cos she'll most probably drop out of school again. i so can predict it, its either that or she's so gonna fail the end of years and get herself retained again. im wondering if the school actually accpets a student repeating j1 for friggin 3 times. i tried to get her off the idea of coming over to my hse, yes that girl is so damn determined about coming over to my hse later on just to collect my tutorial. i dun really want to lend it to her, but being her 'best friend', i have to constantly put up with this front that she had expected from me, being caring and loving. well, im actually not lah, since im a hypocrite and all. all i know is that im getting irritated and avoiding her at all cost. im not giving a damn anymore, i simply ignore it when i see her name. 

oh gosh, wth shld i do, i dun no wad to tell her cos i haven reply her when can she come over. >.<