Wednesday, January 28, 2009 11:42 PM
OK. IM BORED AGAIN!
currently trying to rush finish my econs reflection on budget 2009. and im having a hard time! there’s so many pages to the reading and im about to fall asleep. i dun think i will be able to do my case study today le bah.
after all the constant moaning and guilt that i have experienced throughout CNY, i realised that yes, they dun give a damn as i felt so horrible the entire weekends. i feel kind of stupid for the guilt that i have felt. its like why shld i feel guilty about it, its like they dun deserve me to feel guilty. i really regret not enjoying the holiday as i should have done. okay enough of all the stupid matters. if they are willing to let it go, i shall not probe too much on it anymore before i make myself go crazy over something so worthless like this.
im going to collect my chingay shirts tmr and i cant wait for chingay to get over. i sort of regret having to sign up for chingay. its like going to end so late in the night. and i think im going to be pretty tired for the entire week even though im ending school at 12 noon tmrw (: its chia chia birthday tmrw but she might not be able to come out for celebs. SO SAD LORHS! i think i will most prob ask olan to come out for a mini duo gathering and treat her the stupid meal that I HAVE OWED HER OVER THE CNY!!!! sis wun be home tmr as she will be going for kbox and movie and wdv plans she have. lucky her getting a break because of the good o level result. IM SO NOT HAPPY WITH THE STUPID SYSTEM AS DEY DUN DESERVE THE BREAK THAT SHLD HAVE BELONG TO US (GRADUATES).
went for photog today cos sarah personally messaged me to remind me about the session today. pretty stupid i have to say. i tot i was like the only one that have been constantly ponning every photog session but it somehow turn out to be like every photog member has been ponning the damn cca, screw the waste of 2 hrs spent today doing nothing but photographing green apple and some green looking ipod. AND! the stupid and ugly blue care bear. its such a waste of time to go back for photog session. lucky me that there is no photog next week and i will most probably pon the next few sessions (apart from cca bazaar which i suppose is COMPULSORY)
OKAY, I SHLD REALLY START READING FOR THE NTH TIME OF READING 1.
adios~
1:01 AM
hello!
just trying out the Windows Live Writer to see if i can post a new entry!
bye!
Sunday, January 25, 2009 10:48 PM
i really hate this new year. everything just seemed so pessimistics. i haven got over the stupid issue. i guess people are probably enjoying the new year mood after all the comments that they have left while im left alone here, sulking over something so meaningless. urgh i really dun know how to deal with all these problems. im really undergoing depression now. i hate my life currently. all these stupid conflicts that im facing its just like in 2005. i hate whatever is happening and i really wished to leave what i have for now aside. hope that everything will turn onto a brighter side soon.
1:54 AM
haiz, im feeling really lousy since yesterday.
i know everyone feels that way lah.
i dun want to be involve in anything,
i dun care wad other people say about us.
i'll just remain woodblock for the rest of the time till everything is really over. like
REALLY.
SCREW 2009!
Friday, January 16, 2009 10:30 PM
okay, bday wishlist! for whoever that is supposed to see this
1. NEW BAG! preferably the black 'leather' (its PVC actually) bag :D
2. BEAN BAG SET FROM SPOTLIGHT, i dun mind paying for the foam myself at all! ^^
3. ANG POW! well, if u are too lazy to get me anything!
4. anything thats DOMO KUN / TOTORO / USA CHAN ♥
actually i dun really wan anything lahs. oh wells. bye lor
Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:06 PM
updating again cos i want to! this shall be the last thing i do before i off-ed the comp and start mugging for chem test and 'prepare' for tmrw's geog tutorial.
okay, i am beginning to feel the stress of a J2 life. and what?! ITS ONLY THE SECOND DAY I START MY LESSONS OFFICIALLY. i've only been getting an average of 4 hr sleep everyday. WHICH IS NOT ENOUGH AT ALL. i miss my more than 12 hour sleep during the holiday. why am i so stupid to sign up for chingay. now that i have training every saturday, i cant get my sleep as well. URGH! anyway, life's hectic. there's chemistry test tmrw, supposingly 2 presentations to be done (GP and ECONS) and there is the FREAKING GP REMEDIAL WHICH NO DOUBT I WILL BE IN! haiz, its like until so late. very sian! 430 den go home T.T haiz, next week timetable worst sia. OMG lah.. den i think of the maths test and the BLOCK TEST. I AM SO DEAD.
期待假期的来临! i nid a short break to tune my life back to normal. anyway. 17 feb is abt to come. :D shall put up my wishlist soon! *hint hint*
Sunday, January 11, 2009 5:03 AM
ok. Im depriving of sleep currently. I am still trying to chiong my maths hw cos there's maths tutorials on the first day of school. Haiz. Im super tired. I din get to sleep yesterday cos i was rushing my hw and i was afraid that i might overslept for the stupid chingay training. Din get to take a break other than the 4 hr sleep that i've got before dinner. Oh wells. Anyway. Ytd was my mum and jia's bday. Happy birthday to the both of them. :) haven got a chance to celeb w/ jia yet cos she is super booked and she can only make time for us like only on the 17 of jan. Tat will be like a week away frm her bday. =.= okay. Shall talk abt the fantastic meal i have last night. Went to thomson area for mummy's bday celeb. Settled down in tis chinese restaurant near casurina prata. It was super de packed. But the food was fantabulous!! Esp the chilli crab. And the yummy man tou :) my faves. Mummy say we will be goin ther during new year agn to celeb along w/ her workers. :) haiz. Im really tired but i cant afford to sleep anymore cos i noe i wont be able to wake up in time for the busy schedule i have for the day.
1. Meeting jia at 6 in the morn at macs to chiong finish our hw. 2. Meeting econs grp to rush finish the stupid proj that is due right smack on monday =.=
3. Continue to rush all my hw, equals to ... ...
Econs project
GP Compre
Many many fucking maths hw.
Im so glad i dun have geog lessons on monday but im very doubtful abt chem hw cos i have 1 and 1/2 hr tutorial on monday. Oh wells. Sayonara liao lor. Nid rush hw =.=
Thursday, January 8, 2009 1:10 AM
hello! updating today cos im trying to stall time for reading fan fic. I DUNNO WHY! urgh~
okay.. HW! SUPER DE SHIT! cos i am having a very difficult time to complete it! ITS THURSDAY LE. omg omg omg omg omg omg~~ haiz. im bored lah. sian lah
this is a stupid post.
anw, i've bought my mummy's bday present, jia wei's bday present and my new pencil box! SUPER DE CUTE~ mummy bought me a new bag. which is super ugly. IM MEETING ECONS GRP ON THE LAST DAY OF THE HOLS O.O T.T
chingay training on SATURDAY!
CHINGAY plus MEETING MOJO on the next SATURDAY~
AHHHHHHHH
i dun wan school to start!
OMG! i hate school. except for the part where i can meet my NY clique everyday ♥
bye bye T.T
Thursday, January 1, 2009 11:29 AM
it's not that i feel the urge to blog or anything, just that i find that i should probably update because it's been 5 days since i updated and this will be my first blog of the year 2009!
oh wells, im finally back from the chalet trip with my sec 2 clique! nothing much happened actually except that i-got-drenched-in-the-water-bomb-games-just-right-after-i-recovered-from-my-cold. well it was fun and EXHAUSTING at the chalet considering that i haven caught a wink the day before i left and we actually stayed up the entire night hanging around (aka midnight movies, games, water bombing, swimming, MORE games and blah blah blah) i practically fell asleep thruout the entire bus trip home from pasir ris to amk. anyway, since it is the new year, i should probably start the entire reflection and the new year's resolution thingy.
REFLECTIONS:
hmm, it was a pretty short year for 2008, since i seriously only managed to start my studies like around march/april ?! i consider 2008 a year filled with up and downs. well, its hard to adapt to a totally new environment (nyjc) and meeting new people since im all quiet and NON-enthu when facing people that i'm not closed with. studies were pretty okay just that this year was actually the first time that i actually cried over results, but i supposed that i probably still cope quite well for the stress faced. i'm glad that i get to know so many great people in the class (aka NY CLIQUE) enough with NY! SN clique is still going STRONG and HEALTHY although only me weiduo and olan meet up often enough while the rest just disappear into thin air *poof* some problems occured as well such as *ahem*. well, problems are still ongoing but i've learnt to let it go after a few days. oh wells, im glad that i actually bonded more often with MOJO GANG because of the chalet and the constant basketball session. well, i love you guys and even though we might have drifted apart over the 2 years, i believe that we will probably continue to be great friends. (im going to make the chalet an annual event for the MOJOs!)
RESOLUTIONS:
okay, i've no ideas what is a resolution yet but im guessing that that will be the goals i would liek to achieve for the year 2009. OF COURSE FIRSTLY, i hoped that i will do good enough for my As so that they will be good enough to put me into my dream course in NTU : Maritime Studies ♥ SECONDLY, i hope that i will be able to finally learn how to settle down and actually start studying seriously so that it will ensure me to my BRIGHT~ FUTURE! THIRDLY, i hope that i will continue to stay strong in all the relationships i have with the people i love. oh wells, i've no more idea what else to write so lets move on onto something else.
im currently still hooked on to maple which is of course not a really good thing. COUNTING DOWN 10 DAYS TO THE START OF SCHOOL and i have alot of hw to do:
1. MATHS; my no.1 enemy
2. GEOGRAPHY; essay and DRQ qn 2
3. ECONOMICS; (WR is still in the writing process, OP is dead)
4. CHEMISTYR; there is hw but i dun noe
5. GP; urgh! more compre to do, and the sucky summary D:
i also owe alot of people money $$$ but im not getting angbao money. SO IM DEAD!
1. jia wei 12 bucks
2.chia ying 11 bucks
3. zhen yan 18 bucks
4. olan a meal
5. xiu wen meal at new york new york
okay. im sad and broke. and im going to find something to do now. BYE!
