Saturday, February 28, 2009 7:26 PM
ok, the outing today was cancelled. i dun really think it has affected me cos i was in amk area at that time anyway. went to amk polyclinic to get my mc and somehow it took me 2 hour plus cos the doc i was assigned to was damn slow and everything. oh wells, i think the doc is not bad looking, he looks amg moh but he’s actually malay :D anyway! i’ve successfully get my mc to hand in to the dumb cher. that shall be it. i dun really wan to tok abt anything else.
p.s. i think the dinner i cooked is good! cant stop drinking the soup that i’ve cooked! i feel accomplished yeah!
p.s.p.s 哈姆斯王子生日快乐!
Friday, February 27, 2009 6:01 PM
hello people! haha, I've successfully manage to pon health camp :D
well, was thinking abt it the entire night that i actually had a horrible dream involving ainon. =.= i hdun really rmb why but she was abt to kill me becos of smth i did. =.= sian lah. now that im off hooks for the camp, kinda worried abt tmr’s trip cos i dun feel like going anymore. however, i think is should go since my clique was the one that organised this gathering after that stupid matter. OOH MAN, WHY THE HELL DID I PROMISED TO GET INVOLVED IN THIS WDV MATTER!!! suan le. we shall see tmr and i MUST drag myself out of bed tmr. PERHAPS, i shld just go for the movie and leave after that telling them that i have to be home early due to family commitment. urgh, going for the movie means that i will have to spend more money and that will mean that i have lesser money to spend on sunday with chia. PERHAPS. there goes my piercing money =.=
jia’s feeling really sick cos she seemed to fall asleep at every sms i’ve sent. SHE HAVEN REPLIED MY PREV SMS, which is arn 2plus. i’ve only managed to send her 2 sms for the day =.=” ooh mans, cant wait to see her on sunday and give her some love and warmth so that she can recover soon :D
i’m leaving, my mum is taking a long time cooking dinner cos she just refuse to start cooking my food . she just kept on cooking her nian gao or wvd lahs.
1:01 AM
ahh, its been a long time since i blogged.
BLOCK TEST is finally over and im having a short break from school on thursday and friday. although im suppose to feel really glad and everything, i somehow feel really sian. things haven been going in the way that i’ve wished recently. im really sick of everything as i am once again frustrated over the SAME OL MATTER AGAIN =.= i guess that others opinion about me really does matter and i dun want it to be one of my weakest point to make me feel real bad and everything. i want to learn to let go of how impt is it that the others see me. screw it man, ME AND MY STUPID FEELINGS
i realised that somehow everything of me is fake, the way i treat ppl arn me, putting on a mask like nth has happened even though i could have hate the person deep down. somehow, the life that i am leading now seem virtual and imaginary. i dun feel the commitment i have in relationships with those close to me right now. its so different to whatever that i’ve gone thru in sec 4. Perhaps its just true that somehow, this 2 years is really too short to find true commitments. i dun wan to think like this but thinking abt the experience i have with the people now, it just make me missed more abt the simpler life i have in secondary school. LIFE’S TOO COMPLICATED as we grow up.
oh wells, heck the wdv matter that has been bothering me. i’ve spent my day reading fanfics, mouse hunting and downloading audition again. =.= quite a boring life i have in this PRECIOUS break. could have been playing pool today with ny geog clique. however, due to unforseen circumstances, the gathering has been put off till saturday, which i think by then i will be REALLY sick to go out. (YESH, THATS THE PROB WITH ME TOWARDS MY FRENS NOW) audition was fun today and i finally realised how to play beat up. its getting addictive, so i think i will have to watch out and probably uninstall it again for the sake of my stupid acad in the NEAR future. =.=
i am suppose to go for some stupid health camp tmr but we have agreed to pon it. i was really pissed with my mum when she called me to tell me that the school had reminded her abt it. somehow it just makes the whole situation more difficult. well, being my mother, she somehow managed to make me angry with her stupid comments and the threats. she damn irritating. WHAT THE HELL WAS SHE THINKING BY CALLING THE CHER TO TELL THEM THAT I AM NOT GOING TO GO FOR HEALTH CAMP. (literally meaning that she just going to tell them that i’ve ponned when i intend to tell them that i have a stomachache.) i was screaming over the phone and telling her how much i’ll hate her and how she will die if she really tells the cher. DAMN IRRITATED THAT IT ACTUALLY MAKES ME SAY THAT I HATE HER AND WISHED THAT SHE WOULD DIE RIGHT INTO HER FACE.
plans for the weekend! (before i go back to hell)
1. meeting with ny clique on sat for pool ( which i highly suspect that i might pang sei them? )
2. meeting with chia and jia and yanni for piercing ear holes and kbox/bball?! (cfm going)
YESH, THERE WE GO, HOW BIAS I CAN ACTUALLY GET IN TREATING SN PPL COMPARED TO NY CLIQUE. no choice they are much closer to me than family, more than anyone else in this world.
I CAN DIE WITHOUT SN CLIQUE, BUT SURVIVE WITHOUT NY CLIQUE.
Monday, February 16, 2009 9:19 PM
anyway, im not feeling any excitement for tmr's bday. NONE AT ALL :/
9:11 PM
HELLO! :D
i’ve just finished watching the amazing race and i am currently in love with this guy right now!
margie and luke
i am totally amazed at this guy and i really wonder where did he get all the courage and determination to join such a demanding gameshow! its like only ep 1 of the entire show and im already attracted to him like mad. HE IS SO CUTE!!! and sweet too, kept on holding onto his mum’s hand all the time(: i hope they will win the game! hmm i think he look a lil bit like sexyfoo though =.= OHWELLS! loving him till the end of the world (or maybe just till the game has officially ended :P)
Sunday, February 15, 2009 11:59 PM
hello people!
just when i tot that i’ve no hw for the weekend, i realised that i actually need to do my chemistry tutorial and the stupid reflection that mr quek gave. DIE DIE DIE!
ok, heck care the hw for now! currently going crazy for JAE HEE! he is so cute! used to like him liao, just that 最近 watching choon hyang show that crazy-ing over him again! :D
hah
gtg le! mum staring at me. BYE!
Thursday, February 12, 2009 9:27 PM
yeah yeah! this shall be the last thing i do before i off the comp again. BLOGGING :D
anyway, today is a pretty good day. cos i ended school early and i managed to hang out with chia chia! school ended at 12 today and me and shaoqi went for lunch tgt after we couldnt persuade xiu to come along >.< after lunch went home to bathe and made appointment for my dental! 17 march at 1.30pm. haiz, its school holidays lah. cant pon lesson. den went out ot meet chia although i took a LONG LONG time to board the bus. waited 10 mins for 269 while i waited another 20 mins to get onto yishun’s bus!!! SIAN LOR! but i managed to buy all the presents i want to buy liao! cant wait for tmr! VDAY! :D chia chia offered to pay for my OHSHC pictorial book first! and it was 50% discount!!! HAHAHAHA! VERY VERY HAPPY. okay! go do my econs case study le! BAI LAH!
Monday, February 9, 2009 10:41 PM
its a good day!
i saw this huge bright moon in the sky :D so bright and big!
weather is good today cos the sky was clear.
so i managed to see some prwetty stars tonight!
i hope to see them again tmrw! :)
x3
Sunday, February 8, 2009 10:04 PM
我非常的不满意！
为什么我要因为别人所犯下的错而受到惩罚？
难道就因为我比较大所以他的人生都归我管吗？
想一想，你其实比我们大很多很多，可是你有能力管过我吗？
我讨厌你所做的一切，就算你是我最深爱的人，我也没有办法原谅你今天所犯下的错误！
currently pissed right now cos of that stupid phone call i’ve received. its just made me forget all the joy i had with lim chia. :(
anyway, chia ying was very irritating today but i still love her, CURRENTLY MORE THAN OLAN! cos she gotten me the dvd for 霹雳MIT and 2 bread papa original puff or something? i wanted to try trade of her present with mine but she trick me into letting out what i want yet not telling me what she actually wants. therefore, i do no have any idea what she wants at all for her bday but i’ve decided to get her ALL the ss501 merchandise i can find in this lil singapore market. finish watching MIT once i got settled down at jia’s hse and i think that it has a stupid ending. it was expected lah! oh wells, i still love 007 and all the cast! :D <3 aaron yan so shuai. I’VE FINISHED THE ESSAY OUTLINE! hence i shall go start on the stupid essay and make my bentou for tmr!!!
PS. i still cant find the 便当盒 i want! *hint hint* haha! 2 compartment bentou box is difficult to find mans >.<
12:23 PM
i feel weak and i feel like a coward, fearing death of all things. its suppose to be a life cycle but somehow whenever it think about it, it just aches me to know that someone i know might just leave me any day. its not like im currently facing the death of anyone now, just that while i was thinking last night that what could have probably happen if all my loved ones were gone. its very scary to think about it. its not my first time thinking of such issues but i just cant get over it. i hate how all these life cycles things come so naturally. im afraid of death, or i should say the feeling of being left out all alone.
Saturday, February 7, 2009 2:33 AM
just a random post before i sleep!
THANK YOU OLAN for getting me a really expensive bag. LOVE YOU ALWAYS and i promise to buy you the shirt that you want! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE BOTH OF US! :D
goodnight
PS. ITS TAKING SO LONG FOR 霹雳 MIT TO GET THE PART WHERE I WAN TO WATCH!
PSPS. OURAN HIGH SCHOOL IS OUT!
PSPSPS. THANKS WEISHEN FOR INTRO KATEYO HITMAN REBORN! NICE NICE MANGA
Thursday, February 5, 2009 6:21 PM
i’ve finally ended today’s lesson! its a torture to go through days that we have remedials cos school ends at 5 all the time! anyway! today was fun! cos i kept laughing all the time! haven had a great laugh since i dunno when! :D PE was fun as well. i managed to finish the entire 3 rounds with ham ham! :D feel really accomplished even though my legs are hurting like mad! chit chat with geog class clique after maths lesson and it was really hilarious. listening to xiu say how she rolled down the stairs, ws going crazy over econs and geog, making fun of alvin cos he kept ponning geog lectures! oh mans! i asked xiu abt this school’s uniform then she also dunno. so she shouted to the boy in that uniform and i suppose she scared him! haha, i was like in TOTAL SHOCK cos i didnt expect her to do so. econs lecture was really sleepy and stupid alvin actually go ask bong abt the free trade and comparative advantage thingy. so shao is pissed with him currently cos we all have to redo the damn stupid essay all over again.GEOG LECTURE WAS UNBEARABLE! had a test today on the tutorial qn 4 essay. i’ve done the outline for the rock cycle qn while ws did the one on e/q. father jon told us to write the rock cycle one. everyone was like cheering lah. as if we won toto or somth like dat. den ws damn sad lor. den he started copying all my outlines HAHA! end up both xiu and ws didnt really write alot for the ans :) after the thing i was really having painful cramps. budden xiu wen and ws just keep making me laugh! so pain thru out the entire lecture. after lecture i bought xiu the pencil i promised her and we saw yixin by the water cooler! she said we look like lesbians! >.<
oh wells. i have alot of econs essay to write and i am feeling sleepy. shall go le! going out for dinner soon:)
BYE!
Wednesday, February 4, 2009 11:31 PM
OH YEAH! FORGOT TO ADD ON!
i’ve prepared bento for tmr so that i wont have to starve with all the irritating j1s!
(:
11:27 PM
ooh man! here to blog again!
today was a pretty alright day! since i ended school earlier than all my others friends :) went home pretty early after buying my mum’s stuff and my sis was actually watching 梁婆婆 on the laptop =.=” WITH HER FREN SOMEMORE! anyway, did some housework and had lunch, while i was about to start on my homework ‘diligently’ olan called me and i end up chatting with her on the phone. (WHICH resulted in me not doing any homework and missed watching 娱乐百分百. T.T) after i ended the call, thinking that i can finally start doing my homework, i saw chia chia came online and i END UP msn-ing with her. wasting more time! WHEN I FINALLY FINISH MSN-ING, sis called to inform me she’s home and we went out for dinner. THAT would be abt 715 and we ate all the way till 845 cos we were visiting the SUPER SMALL pasar malam in my neighbourhood. :D bought a new tee shirt at the pasar malam! a elmo tee shirt for $4.90 nia!!!! haha, good deal! also bought spongebob stickers and i was so TEMPTED to buy all the cute children’s watch cos its so prwetty! (: anyway, i’ve finally finished my maths homework and i am currently pondering on whether i should do my geog outlines first for tmr’s mini essay writing during remedial. THERE’S ECONS ESSAY AS WELL!!!! >.< yeah! thats wadever that has been going on in my life for today.
realised that i haven been speaking to them at all after the incident. its not like we’ve been talking since last time but there is certainly this weird awkwardness that i’ve felt between me and them.oh wells, might as well just heck care and hope that the year will pass ASAP! so that we will not be in anyone’s life from then on.
ohwells, i should probably start on my stupid essay outlines! BYE BYE!
p.s SCREW ALL THE J1S THAT FLOCK INTO THE CANTEEN! HOW CAN THEY TAKE UP THE SEATS WHEN THEY ARENT EVEN EATING AT ALL!
Tuesday, February 3, 2009 10:04 PM
YEAH YEAH! BLOGGING AGAIN!
j1s have finally made their way into our school. the entire school is flocked with so many many people! i dun like it. the canteen is so packed now! the bus is so packed now! AHH! dun like dun like~!
anyway, Chingay has officially ended. good time although the waiting time is so long! okay, im loss for words again lah! dunno wad to type le!
ohya! i finally saw some juniors in my school! there is still alot of st nicks people! which is good! many many riverside sec ppl as well! and bowen! YESH! THE ONLY BOWEN GIRL IN J2 HAS MANY MANY JUNIORS! ♥
IM BORED! there is globalisation work to be done! sayonaras!
贞子 ♥ 菇子，鼠子，桌子！
