Tuesday, March 31, 2009 10:45 PM
I AM SO NOT GOING TO COME ONLINE UNLESS I DO WELL FOR MY STUPID MID YEAR!!! THIS BLOG SHALL BE CLOSED~ FOR NOW.
Monday, March 30, 2009 12:10 AM
OMG! im dreading the napfa run like mad now! I DUN WANT 0730 TO COME~ ahhhhhhh!
Friday, March 20, 2009 1:24 AM
yes, im finally in the mood to blog abt something. 4th day into the 2nd term. stressful cos i have many work to do! anyway lets talk abt smth happy before i start of with all the irritating stuffs!
HAPPY HAPPY! i've finally watch benjamin buttons! OMG! FREAKING NICE SHOW! i mean, i finally seen a good side of brad pitt, at least the part where he looks attractive to me. (since he's always like ugly fugly in all the mags that i've read) super addicted to watching movies now! shall watch more after i come home tmr from school!
NEXT HAPPY THING! hah, today was super fun! cos it was rare to see the entire class gang up 'against' someone. qi was super cute, the deg of her gullibility is like super the high. xiu told her that she had fainted after pe and nobody cared abt her as the entire class just left her over there to lie on the track. somehow, qi still holds strong beliefs that xiu really fainted. yes, managed to get the class to lie to her but fel fel almost let the cat out of the bag *meow* HAHA, CANT WAIT FOR XIU TO REVEAL THE TRUTH.
my teeth are finally fixed, no more hole-ys :D haha, dentist was SHUAI! the thing ended quite quickly and im suppose to go back for polishing in may! (YEAH! get to see him agn!)
went bak to st nicks with weiduo and olan, normal routine where we just eat orange bowl and visit ms yee. pretty boring! my pi li mit is with wei duo now! wonder when will i get it back! OHMAN! i miss 007 :( aim: MUST WATCH DISC 4 ON SAT!
okay! irritating stuff. FIRST OF! i hate taking the bus, SPECIFICALLY those bus drivers who like to brake out of nowhere. they are kind off irritating cos people with no center of gravity like me tend to fall over all the time! so therefore, OBVIOUSLY i fell over someone just now when i was going home! it wasnt a one time thing and it freakingly happened over and over again! i am hating that particular bus driver like RIGHT NOW AND FOREVER! felt super sorry for that yckss gal cos i just kept toppling over her. FUCK THAT BUS DRIVER! AND I DUN GIVE A DAMN ABT THE BUS DRIVER'S WELFARE OR WHAT SO EVER! JUST GO EAT SHIT AND DIE LAH! FUCK U!
and then there's AHEM who has been telling me abt AHEM suspicious over getting certain disease or what so ever ALL OVER AGN! the fucking routine is starting once again! and its getting on my nerves like usual. AHEM is commenting on how much AHEM wants to die agn. yeah yeah, i wish that u will really get the disease that u want and just die off lah. i mean, YAH I KNOW THE WORLD REVOLVES ARN AHEM. -.- freakingly irritated after i attempted to shared my prob with AHEM but AHEM just simply ignored my prob and goes on with her stupid list of sickness again and AGAIN! yah, i know that to u im like a pile of shit lah, very the 微不足道. WDV, NOT GIVING A DAMN ABT U ANYMORE, u starting the entire process? dun blame me for starting to ignore u agn. AWESOME~
1:23 AM
ahh, i wan to blog, and i have alot of things to blog about. BUT IM TOO LAZY LAH!!!
bye maybe i'll come bak in awhile
Wednesday, March 18, 2009 2:51 AM
something got me thinking. maybe we were too harsh in the past. things seemed to have toned down but this emotions that im feeling now is really uncomfortable. maybe, its just guilt that im facing. what can i do but watch as we continue to lead our own separate life? oh wells, i think that all that i can do is to once again let go of the past which most probably dun bother u anymore, while i sulk over the stupid guilt that im feeling.
wishing u all the best, and yeah, i probably dun deserve all the friendship and love that u have once showered over me.
p.s. im an asshole. I KNOW. thats why im not going to repeat the same thing all over again. (still ignoring and heck caring over whatever that is happening, i dun want to get involved)
Sunday, March 15, 2009 12:26 PM
:D MARCH HOLIDAYS IS FINALLY HERE!
went out on a date with just me and xiu wen alone at NTU open house. i was amazed at how huge their campus are, and dreading over having to travel a long time to uni if i were to study there. well, certainly confirmed over what i want to take in university but xw seem abit lost as usual cos she finally realised how boring accountancy and business is. THEIR LECTURER WAS SO BORING LAHS. haha, nice goodie bag like wad xiu said. anw, after we departed, met up with sister and went ‘shopping’ for dinner and drinks. went home after that and wasted my time watching tv and using facebook. YEAH, THATS ABT IT, AND I’VE FINALLY ANSWERED A PHONECALL FROM AHEM. yeah, shall continue my ignoring process.
bye
Thursday, March 12, 2009 10:51 PM
today is super the eventful.
day started off okay cos we din nid to run for pe. somehow it ends up a bad thing for weishen cos he dislocated his shoulder again, thus he will be unable to attend this year’s A div. well, he cried lah, and i was kinda shock cos i’ve never seen a guy cry before, other than my dad =.= anyway, hope he cheers up soon! ponned maths lect today cos they were going to air the weird movie. me, xiu, ws and shao left the school tgt at the mere hour of 11am. shao went home to sleep while the rest of us went to sengkang compass point to accompany ws :D had kfc and sat there and talk cock lor. dey were toking abt how i was never emo but i fought back abt that point. somehow it just makes me start thinking about how actually people dun really know me cos i tend to hide my true self from others. just like wad chia say, she didnt even noe i was emo-ing all the way till she read my blog ytd. well, so xiu and ws wanted to know more abt it and i kept mum lah, cos i dun feel comfortable telling them abt the matters since ny clique are involved in my problems most of the time. anyway, left at 2 so that i will be able to meet jia jia by 3 in the library for some studying session. i kinda end up quite piss when i wait for bus 76 opp yck church. well there was at huge grp of ppl attending the funeral that past by as they sent off the dead on his last journey. its kind of not respectful of me for the dead since i was quite angry over it for a period of time. (currently feeling bad abt my attitude) well, i think the deceased was some da ren wu cos i swear it was the GRANDEST funeral i ever seen. i think it took forever for the entire troop of ppl to walk away form the bus stop. here comes the angry part, 76 arrived and it just din stop for the passengers to get onto the bus, which makes me ending up quite pissed cos i was getting late for the meeting. when i get onto the bus like finally~ i ended up being pissed over every small matters like how the man siting opp me have ugly sunglasses and how the ah tiong smell like garlic. YEAH SUCH STUPID STUFFS. met jia at amk lib and chia din turn up cos she pang sei-ed us. YES YOU LIM CHIA YING IF YOU HAVE BEEN READING MY BLOG AS PROMISED! super de sad T.T haha, me and jia ate the roasted chicken leg for dinner with the potato chunks and crinkle fries. i got kinda fed up with doing econs so i left to look for books to borrow while she bought me a brownie cake BEHIND MY BACK. so sweet of her, but im kinda guilty over what i’ve ate today: kfc, hazelnut vanish, roasted chicken leg, coke, fries and potato chunks and a CHOCOLATY BROWNIE CAKE. ooh man! sinful sinful. ANYWAY, IM LOVING HER ALWAYS TILL THEN END OF THE WORLD! wdv 山盟海誓 thingy.
anyway i feel like ranting out how i feel abt ahem its geting kind of irritating and i’ve been avoiding ahem’s phone calls and sms. well, i strongly believe that ahem still thinks that the world has been revolving arn her. ahem strongly believe that he/she/it is the king or smth. kind of irritating cos i have to hear the same things over and over again for the past 1-2 years. i really feel like telling ahem right into her face to tell her to go and die since that is wad ahem has been wishing for. i cant believe how ahem heck cares over how precious life is. its like so disrespectful and rude to those who simply tries their best to survive longer in this world. ahh, kind of wish that ahem will disappear from my life right away. im so afraid of ahem now that i couldnt believe the things that im doing to ahem even tho we were once the best of friends. well, i wish to remain status quo. i wan to be ahem best friend but i dun think i can take anymore nonsense from ahem.
I WANT MY LIFE BACK~
Wednesday, March 11, 2009 10:18 PM
oh my gosh!!! i had a good laugh today! since a long long time.
mr kooi was AWESOME~ couldn’t believe that he could actually fell off the chair. although i didn get to observe the entire process of him falling off, listening to fel fel’s description was like HILARIOUS~ i actually only notice abt the fall when weishen was like asking him if he’s okay. i lifted my head up and he was like disappeared lah! HAHAHA! the funnier thing is that he actually just continued his convo on the floor! abit he could have just stood up or smth before continuing, but he ended up saying weird weird stuff, like im no longer a spring chicken? anyway, yeah, really thankful for his fall. :D
dialogue session was pretty entertaining with shao finally back from dance rehearsal and fel fel siting next to me, the childish sha-er 肚腩! hah :) mr quek was naggy as usual, but i can finally sense his humor which has been lost since god knows when since last year. ponned photog as usual cos constance wasnt going.
got back geog paper, pretty god for father jon’s part! haha. good good!
okay, bye bye~
Thursday, March 5, 2009 5:13 AM
pondering whether i should go for running today.
Tuesday, March 3, 2009 10:14 PM
i had a pretty sad day today.
i started off the day with a rough start. i fell while running across the road this morning trying to catch the bus. i ended up with scratches and wounds all over my knee area. 1st time i bleed for this year T.T
when i reach school, i was sent to outer space with the news that pe (badminton) has been cancelled all the way till napfa ends. meaning that we actually started practicing running today. well, i dun really mind the run just that i was in the wrong attire totally. i was wearing my baleno sneakers (WRONG CHOICE OF SHOES), my longer version of the pe shirt (WRONG CHOICE AS WELL) and my leh was in pain from the stupid fall i had earlier. furthermore, mr singh simply informed us that the run is 7 rounds long. HENCE. I WAS SUPER DEVASTATED!
i was informed of the news of a impending death from overdose of homework for the week. (MATHS, ECONS CASE STUDY!!!, AND GOD KNOWS WHAT ELSE) well, with that, it is simply adding on to the burden i had for this week, which is to complete the card for ophe. >.<
anyway, that seem to be ok but i bled again in CT period. FOR NO REASON SOMEMORE. cos blood just start gushing out of some unknown wound. pretty sad day.
all seem well all the way till after school. HOWEVER, when i went for a haircut asking the auntie NOT TO TOUCH MY FRINGE!!! she simply snips them off and currently, my fringe is as thin as a piece of toilet paper. im irritated and missing my fringe like mad. din enjoy dinner too cos the fish soup that I've ordered turned out to be bitter gourd soup, making my soup bitter and yucky =.=” currently hungry and derpiving of some happiness in my life.
I WAN THE MAR HOLIDAYS TO COME SOON. so that i will be freed from all the stupid bad luck that i’ve been encountering by staying and keeping my ass at home.
i dun get to pon this week’s sports day cos ainon will be there as well. :/
