Sunday, May 31, 2009 11:44 PM
OMG, im having a stomachache right now right after the third scoop of my fav cookies and cream ice cream.
anyway, i haven really updated in a looong time~. holidays are finally here :D, 2nd day into the holidays, about 20 over more days to go. anyway, i had such a fun time at sentosa on last saturday :D and i really had a pretty tan, good ol one that still exist right now! well, the peeling season on my face is overrr :D so glad! watched a movie with chia and yanni right after dinner date after sentosa with weiduo and yanni. NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM!! gosh, it was the funniest movie i've watched this year. A MUST WATCH! SO PLS PLS PLS GO WATCH IT. *dumb dumb*
1 exam down, altho i really had no idea whether to comment it to be a good thing or not. Essay was a surprise cos everything that was tested ainon had gone thru. it seem so perfectly easy that im worried that there are actually hidden meanings behind the questions which im too blind to see. Compre! gosh, the summary and AQ was like perfect! the easiest i've ever get yet in my JC life! somehow they tweaked the way the paper worked this year cos the compre qns were of standards that i couldnt understand at all. NOT A SINGLE WORD! oh wells, im so not gg to think abt it now cos i need To focus on my other subj. WHO GIVES A DAMN TO GP IN TODAY'S SOCIETY?! anw, just an update, first 7 chapters of chem is settled :D
hmm, shall not update that often le bah. anw, cant wait to meet weiduo and yanni agn on thurs for some sing-till-you-die session! i promise and swear that im gg to fight all the way for the mid years! (but im so gonna level my RC to 27 first by tonight ;D)
adios~
Saturday, May 23, 2009 1:53 AM
counting down to holidays: 6 more days
just finished watching Survivor, super interesting tonight. im so glad JT won. he uber cute lah! anyway, pretty shocked over american idol's result. WHY THE HELL DIN ADAM LAMBERT WIN~ nvm, im so supporting him all the way, no matter what his sexual orientation is, cus he's so talented :D
IM BORED, and SGC is due soon! gosh! shall go off, cus im meeting SN Loves tmr x3 TMR~ suntanning session!!
Friday, May 22, 2009 1:26 AM
while i was watching 娱乐百分百 just now, xiao zhu mentioned that there could probably have 13 horoscope in today's world and thats super cool. i tried to do some research, and im glad that im STILL AN AQUARIUS :D anyway, i got really interested in the facts about aquarius so im gonna post up some stuff i've read~
水瓶座之最
最知性、 agree
最难理解、 agree
最喜欢独处、 well, if i really need peace and quiet, if not i'll stick to someone no matter wad
最敢与众不同、 no, i have no courage
最不重视纪律、 erm, must see to what extent lorhs
最懒、 100% TOTALLY AGREE
最可能当黑马、 haha, yeah, watch out
最会突发奇想、 erm, i dun really like to use my brain
最重视精神层面、 i think so
最可能有收集癖、 nopps
最我行我素、 yes, i hate being controlled
最需要自我空间、 yes, agree, i believe everyone nids personal space
品味最古怪、 TOTALLY DISAGREE
灾难中最冷静、 perhaps, with my heck care attitude, so why not?
最致力学课本外的东西、 dun understand this :/
最贪睡、 AGREE最爱幻想、 agree
最无性别概念、 erm, not sure what is it asking
最善于分析事情 erm, i rather not involve my puny brain in such tedious work
最让人觉得是怪人、 i dun think so, cons just commented on me being normal (:
最看不起钱 no way, MONEY IS EVERYTHING
最不爱出锋头 AGREE, i love to lie low, hates attention
最拿得起放得下 no, i bear grudges, but i dun show them thats all.
最会讨人欢心 erm, no idea
最有异性缘 the no. of boys i noe does not exceed the no. of fingers on both hands
最理智 maybe?
最理性 is it the same as above the qn is asking o.o
最没有同情心 erm, i have to see the situation
最爱往外跑 AGREE
最难理解 YES!
直觉最准 HAHA, i hope so, so i can be a walking predictor!
最有耐心 must see circumstances
最喜欢交朋友 i dun mind more frens, but i dun like to take the first steps
最讲义气 OF CUS, I SEE MYSELF AS EXTREMLY LOYAL
最乐观 no idea, cus i can be both optimistic and pessimistic
最自信 no, i lack this ALOT
最讨厌拖时间 well if u waste time on useless stuff, YAH
最多美女 no comments
最女性化 erm, maybe bah, inner beauty nia, not outer 好奇心最强 perhaps
最善变 agree
最快乐 my fake front
最有艺术气质 ha, i'll take it as a compliment
最会聊天 more of a listener (:
最喜欢大自然 HELL YEAH 最让人觉得是怪人 no way最没有秘密 disagree
i should probably complete my econs assignment, signing off :D
CURRENTLY ADDICTED TO:
guitar geek
jam legend
K DRAMAAAAS~
Wednesday, May 20, 2009 6:08 PM
she's back in action. WHICH IS NOT A GOOD THING!
im so avoiding phone calls now, both the house phone and the handphone. GOSH, she called like thrice just now! and i simply left it there to ring till it dies. she msged me abot the thingy, telling me that she wants to get my tutorial again. FREAK MAN. i dun get it. its not like she's been going to school on a regular basis. well, i actually thought that it will never happen lah, cos she'll most probably drop out of school again. i so can predict it, its either that or she's so gonna fail the end of years and get herself retained again. im wondering if the school actually accpets a student repeating j1 for friggin 3 times. i tried to get her off the idea of coming over to my hse, yes that girl is so damn determined about coming over to my hse later on just to collect my tutorial. i dun really want to lend it to her, but being her 'best friend', i have to constantly put up with this front that she had expected from me, being caring and loving. well, im actually not lah, since im a hypocrite and all. all i know is that im getting irritated and avoiding her at all cost. im not giving a damn anymore, i simply ignore it when i see her name.
oh gosh, wth shld i do, i dun no wad to tell her cos i haven reply her when can she come over. >.<
11:24 AM
currently in school. trying to mug maths :(
actually im catching up with my late work nia lah! haha.
anyway, i cant wait for saturday!! finally meeting up with SN clique. OH MY GOSH. I MISS YANNI LIKE MAD. :D im so gonna camwhore and get a tan this time. A TAN THAT IS OBVIOUS!
anyway, dreading later's lesson cos i have GP!! i hope she decides to slack again and let me off once more. PRETTY PLEASE~
happy that chia's blog is alive! GOSH. i want the holiday to quickly come yet i dun really want it to come. sounds contradicting i noe. i mean, with the holidays, i dun nid to see ainon for 1 whole months! BUDDEN, with the holidays, it just simply meant that is seriously nid to settle down and study so that i can do damn well for the mid years. I HOPE I GET GOOD RESULTS AT LEAST! COS I WANT TO GET MY DAD TO BUY ME THE NEW SONY MP3!! ♥ been browsing the net last night and kinda glad that SE and Nokia are finally coming out with some pretty good phones! i cant wait to change my phone as well. but that will be like in 10 months time. I THINK ITS KINDA EARLY TO THINK TOO MUCH :(
anyway, i think i shall go back to my mugging and maths, MATHS MATHS AND MORE MATHS :(
GAMBATTE TOTORO XOXO
Sunday, May 17, 2009 11:00 PM
oh hell yeah, back to blogging again :D
finally complete the stupid geog assignment that i've been holding off for a long time! altho i've to admit that only half is done! anwaya, tmr, its a PRETTY NICE DAY~ cos i get to let off abt 4 hrs earlier cos the entire sch is away for the volleyball girls finals. well, while xiu and shao enjoy their trip to toa payoh, me and esther and ws and hq will have to stay in sch for some vector test with kooi before we are freed. suan le bah, shant complain too much since i alr get to leave early :D get to spend some time with esther alone finally :D
currently trying to set my mind on deciding whether i want to start on GP assignment altho i think there's no use thinking since im gg to do it no matter what. STUPID A****, seriously wish she will get out of life immediately cos i think she shall be the no. 2 reason to why im hating the school. wdv, i really hate her and i just pray that she doesnt appear too much in front of me.
anw, just heard on the news how MR OL SWINE FLU is spreading rapidly in asia. COOL SIA~ seriously hope that the geog trip wun be cancelled, since its like xiu and shao has taken a long time to make a decision. well at least i hope they will get to enjoy the trip on my behalf since my stupid mum is prohibiting me from gg.
haven msged esther to check if she running tmr, i think the chance s are low anyway! shall get to school early to do some work! HELL YEAH! bye~
3:37 AM
oh yes, blogging has once again become my favourite past time.
its currently 3.40am in the morning and i'm not feeling sleepy at all yet. chia's online as well, playing poker as usual i guess. today was a good day cus i haven had the chance to go out with my family in a long time. dad got me back the bike that he had sold long ago so we went for biking after dinner today at lower pierce reservoir! super fun cos my mum joined in as well. i was supposingly aiming to complete my homework tody so that i can have a break tmr, haha, somehow ended up rereading the entire book of twilight today, hence this meant that i have more hw to do plus the ironing job that my mum simply left for me. i aim to wake up early tmr at least cus i wanna go to the market and have laksa for breakfast. haha, shall go off now, back to reading my fanfics.
P.S. my restaurant city is survivng well :D
Monday, May 11, 2009 10:08 PM
FINALLY GOT TO MEET UP WITH JIA AND CHIA LOVES.
was suppose to be a studying session but i somehow gave up after the freaking damn qn in tutorial 16d. went to watch 17 AGAIN. SUPER DUPER UBER CUTE. loving zac efron cos OMG, he was super de SHUAI:D in the movie!!! im so gonna watch it again online!! currently my favourite movie of the year, so that just pushes benjamin buttons out of the list.
went to jia jia hse to watch my final episode of the amazing race and all i want to say was that luke has done a pretty good job in this game altho it was such a pity that he lost the game at the final moment. OH GOSH, IM LOVING HIM ALL THE WAYYYY :D
thanks constance for the console! and SCREW PHOTOG for asking me to pay for some stupid fund that you guys refuse to let me participate in. SCREW YOU GUYS SUCKERS
Sunday, May 10, 2009 11:25 PM
oh gosh, i think that the school pretty much sucks big time now, since the cca im in is just stupid. yeah right. even tho i say i dun mind abt the thing, somehow i guess its getting on my nerves cos it just proved my point about the stupid cca. feeling pretty sorry for troubling jia wei for the photos, cos THEY JUST SIMPLY REJECTED THEM BECAUSE I WAS LATE. yeah right, stupid excuses, i know. whatever, not that i really give a damn to what u stupid prats think. WHATEVER MANS.
p.s sorry jia, cos no matter how much effort we put in, we will never reap any results. NEVER
Thursday, May 7, 2009 6:05 PM
after freaking 37 days, im stupidly back to blogging cos many stuff has been weighing me down and i just want to find a fucking channel to vent it all out.
everything is breaking apart, whether its school work or my own personal life, somehow all these stuff has jus been pilling up for all these weeks. relationships is a very weird kind of networking. i feel like a jerk, im so fake around them that im beginning to hate myself for being so and i just starts to wonder why the hell is such a stuff part of my life, esp at such timing where i could have just easily break down. first of, i know whatever is gg on within us. yes, i can sense it, COS I AM NOT A IDIOT. obviously we just simply pretend to be in good terms all something, jealousy is a stupid thing, once i felt like i've lost a certain someone, i just naturally start to find someone else. i hate the feeling of being left out, u can say that im an attention seeking person. i nid to have the attention of a SOMEONE so that i can feel that there is at least some use for my presence in this damn world. so of cos, things dun get well when i apparently took away someone from somebody else. someone has mentioned that jealousy is lurking about, im not ignorant, i know it. thats why i am currently giving u guys some space to hang out, while i cringe in pain feeling that im once again left out.
regarding her, i just want to say that stop trying to get me invovled in every part of your life. maybe wdv that i've heard last year was just true. it was just stupid of me to be SO BLIND AND STUPID to have sided with you instead. its tiring to try accomodate you even tho i have no chioce at all cos to u, u are the most important, holy or whatsoever shit. im not them, i cant possibly act like i give a damn to anything. like what u say, u dun feel as attached, but if u actually set to think abt it, the reason to why u are feeling in such a way is all becos of ur own actions. dun act as if the whole world has changed except u, u self centered prat.
towards school, i have no comments. im not giving a damn to whatever shit. cos no matter what, im just gonna leave the damn school in just 6 mths time and trust me, i'll probably forget ur existence in the future.
