i do not care if you are going to get offended by what i write.
if you are not happy, just get your ass out of my blog.

hello people! my name is GOHZHENYING! i am 19 and my birthday is on 17FEB
i am a TRUE SN GIRL for 10 years of my life, currently working, (which is STILL a waste of time), while waiting for my university application results. OMGNESS, im bored all the time so entertain me.
BEWARE, i am KPOP CRAZY

i ♥x1000000~
SS501!
KIM HYUN JOONG!
CHOI SIWON!
JANG GUEN SUK!
罗志祥!
小鬼!
炎亚纶!
郑元畅!
DOMO-KUN!
TOTORO!
BEAST/B2ST!
SHINEE!
JOKWON&GA-IN COUPLE!
SSANGCHU!
DRACO MALFOY!

i like to waste my time watching DRAMAS, ANIME, MANGA, FANFICS!
i'm a HYPOCRITE so stay away from me. YOU'VE BEEN WARNED

P.S. THIS FRIGGIN LIST IS NOT UPDATED, COS MY ULTIMATE LOVE IS NOT IN THE LIST~

ahh, finally its the last day of the holidays and this shall be the last thing i do before i officially off the comp and try not to use for at least the next five days. spent these days watching ss501 vids and im frigginly crying over the vids once again. ahh, wdv, i've been showing the weaker side of me these few days and i dun really like that. gosh, currently lacking immense amt of sleep cos i haven slept since ytd due to some idiotic insomnia. i shall finish my hydro revision today by 7 and revise my chem once again. ahh, i need to calm down my nerves from the damn crying. wadever lah, i shall go le lah. gambatte all the way for my studies. I HATE THE STUPID MID YEARS. AHAHA, its 3 in the morning and im currently on the net as usual, with jia and chia on conference call toking abt their sch stuff. YEAH. super bored now cos i cant play maple. BUT that not really a good thing cos im suppose to be studying! WHY CANT THE MSG GET INTO MY HEAD THAT I SHOULD BE STUDYING INSTEAD OF MAPLING. i am so screwing my life right now. i can so foresee my results but im simply not doing any actions to it! I NID TO GET IT INTO MY HEAD~ I NEED TO STUDY! I NEED THE EXTENDED HOLIDAY FROM MOE. I SHOULD JUST TAKE MY PASSPORT AND GO TO THAILAND BY CAR NOW AT THIS MOMENT SO THAT I CAN QUALIFY FOR THE DAMN HOLIDAY!!! gosh!! seriously nid to pull up my socks~



yeah! i was mad just now and decided to snip of all my hair including my lovely FRINGE~ gosh i'll really miss it.

hmm, haven blog in a long time. anyway, i just ended a call from constance about 1 hour ago. first time chatting on the phone for a long time with people that i've known in nanyang. to me, it felt really special and im really glad that it was constance. was it because that we have more topics to talk about? sometimes, i feel that im probably too close to my clique in class that i often find it difficult to find a common topic among us to talk about. has it been because me and constance are no longer in the same class that i find it so much easier to talk to her than anyone else in the clique in 0833. its sounds sad to know that i can actually relate so much easier to someone else because i dun seem to be as close to her than before. but somehow, i feel that im alot closer to constance than anyone else in the class at this moment. i dunno how, maybe im just disappointed, cos no matter how much effort i put in to try to become closer to anyone else in the clique, i just find that it gets even more difficult each time. the disappointment that i've felt esp after the last outing (which ended up with only 3 ppl) makes me feel that the more i spend time with these ppl, the more i feel out of place. i should probably take a step back in distancing ourselves before i could probably get to see the picture clearer. urgh, human relationship is too complicated for me to handle with

p.s. I LOVE CONSTANCE :D 我发现那不是所谓的一见钟情，而是了解了他的真个性后才慢慢地爱上他。我对他的爱让我发觉原来我是多么的不了解自己，遗憾啊~！ im feeling exceptionally calm today after last night. probably a good thing okay, im up exceptionally early even tho i slept at 5 last night. gosh, i think my addiction is super duper huge!!! anw, i was kind of depressed cos i couldnt wake up thinking abt him!! AHHH! IT WAS SUCH A NICE DREAM THE PREV NIGHT. i was thinking so much before i slept and i din even dream abt a single shit?! haha, can someone tell me how to ctrl my dreams? i wish i can wake up as happily as the other time. GOSH, SUPER DEPRESS NOW.  today is a super depressing day. even though the only good thing was the dream i had last night. super happy when i woke up dreaming about him, i tot my day was gg to be fantastic but everything when all wrong since then. i just came home from amk hub with family, and we were actually there becos we were gg to shop for a new tv. i was all happy when my dad told me that we were gg to shop for a new one last night and he even reminded me in the morn when i woke up. BUT GOSH, EVERYTHING SUCK. i hate it when people make me have high hopes over anything, cos i will only get super depressed and irritated when everything that was somehow promised is not done at all. i know its stupid to fight over stalling the time to buy the new tv, but im super uber irritated!! cos i got fucking dissapointed after that. everyone is ignoring my mum now becos of her stupid actions, my dad to, and i just wanna say that im SUPER UBER DUPER IRRITATED AND DISSAPOINTED, so DUN KEEP MY HOPES HIGH NEXT TIME. i shall go look for some comfort in my vids, cos he's the only one that has brought me laughter over these few days 

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