i do not care if you are going to get offended by what i write.
if you are not happy, just get your ass out of my blog.

hello people! my name is GOHZHENYING! i am 19 and my birthday is on 17FEB
i am a TRUE SN GIRL for 10 years of my life, currently working, (which is STILL a waste of time), while waiting for my university application results. OMGNESS, im bored all the time so entertain me.
BEWARE, i am KPOP CRAZY

i ♥x1000000~
SS501!
KIM HYUN JOONG!
CHOI SIWON!
JANG GUEN SUK!
罗志祥!
小鬼!
炎亚纶!
郑元畅!
DOMO-KUN!
TOTORO!
BEAST/B2ST!
SHINEE!
JOKWON&GA-IN COUPLE!
SSANGCHU!
DRACO MALFOY!

i like to waste my time watching DRAMAS, ANIME, MANGA, FANFICS!
i'm a HYPOCRITE so stay away from me. YOU'VE BEEN WARNED

P.S. THIS FRIGGIN LIST IS NOT UPDATED, COS MY ULTIMATE LOVE IS NOT IN THE LIST~

HAPPY belated 2ND ANNIVERSARY TO JOONGBO~ 29TH APRIL 2010! i've gotten my pay for this mth. i need to go for major shopping! annyeong people! since i was bored and was trying to waste some time while i wait for music high to end. i drew a pic of my next hairstyle. which somehow turned out horribly. its so different from what i was thinking. is should probably just retain my mushroom (ex-jungmin) head. ;P for now. i shall wait till it grow longer. anyway, music high is finally over, yet im delaying my time to bed as usual to 3am. 3 post in one night! i must be a really stubborn person, cos i shld just go to bed instead of blogging!

cant wait for wednesday! i need my payyy sooon! im seriously broke for the next 2 dayyys peektures! direct from my lovable samsung omnia ii

hahahaha, my pretty nails :D could'nt decide on a colour so i decided to put one colour on every finger! well, that was two days ago. my nails are in a uber pretty metallic blue shade now :]


SSANGCHU 2ND ANNIVASARY PROJECT PHOTOS!

the back of the post cards! with my best wishes for both hyun joong shillang and hwang buin! omo, i miss them so much in wgm!

the front of the post cards! singapore flyer! :D i realise most s'poreans joongboers used the flyer as their post cards! this only showed that singapore has no interesting attractions, other than the ol boring flyer...

the peektures were taken in a hurry as i was rushing to work and exactly before i left them in the post box :/ hais, shld have taken better photos! oh well! i hope ssangchu has recieved my post card. for now... TO THE WORLD SSANGCHU AND ALL JOONGBO-ERS!

love y'all! keep gg strong, cos we believe that fantasy will one day become true! listening to HJB's MUSIC HIGH now. with you're beautiful soundtrack playing as the first music of the day (or shld i say night!) :] anyway, good way to start tonight! haha! they should put his show for a longer time. 1hr seemed so short all the time. anyway~, going to sleep at 2am tonight cos i dun really have anything to do tonight! and i have work tmr T_T even though the people working tmr are seriously okay! haha.

jang guen suk has probably left singapore after the fan meeting and fan signing session. oh wells, too bad i couldnt make it for the fan signing session, i dun think it will kill to get any of his merchandise, such as the pillow case that chia told me. hais, too bad i was working. nebermind tho cos ther's more to expect in may! double S making their comeback real soon! and luo xiang is coming to singapore! despite my yucky and uber disgusting timetable, at least ther's smth for me to look forward to in may.

today was a stressful day, with the VIPS in WU lucky plaza branch and patricia breathing down my neck every few minutes about customer service or what so ever. its so fake lah, for everyone at work to perform ONLY when VIPS or patricia is around. life at kerbau isnt that easy as well, i thought i could avoid S by avoiding LI but she ended up in kerbau today. uber remorseful over my actions of sending siti to LI instead. but she was okay today luhh, probably bcos she's siting like so far away from the last two counter. i love my last two counters! esp when it's me and stephanie there. we talk about all the crap that happened today, like how uncomfortable we felt looking at the mass amount of rubbish on our desk and my chicken breast meat rice i had for lunch today! and the fact that we are going on a 'diet' just so that we can fit into jolin's WU tee shirt. pretty stupid day but i really enjoyed it! chris was blabbering about us having to do 80 transactions today. well we did it! haha, but she's most probably gonna up the stats to 100 transactions next week! =.=

anyway, still waiting for nus application result! its finally fuckingly being processed. wonder how long more it will take for me to get my letter. music high is still on, maybe i can hear music from ss501 tdy! haha, i shall go, to my world of mangas, or fanfics. shall decide later. adios! like finally, i finshed my new blog skin. as observed, my ssangchu heading is now gone, but of course not for good. :D i just wanted a change cos im sick of seeing grey and red everytime i am on my blog. so currently the colour is YELLOWWWW! haha!

i found a widget which allows us to listen to korean's radio from daum! ultra cool cos now i can hear live MUSIC HIGH by HJB, not that im one of his fans, but it was more of a hoping to hearing the other SS members making an appearance on the show. oh wells, at least i have the radio station on at all time for these few days, listening to korea's radio in the middle of the nighttttt~ maybe i shld try looking for other broadcast station's radio widget. so that i can hear the others, such as MBC!!! :D

anyway, today at work was slacking. there aint alot of people. and it was raining in the evening. perfect day to work. cos there's nobody and i can play fb at LI and play tetris! :D i had LJ silvers for lunch, shldnt have eaten it cos it wasnt that worth it. had my fav milk tea after lunch and i swear im going to puke right away if anyone was to offer me a cup of milk tea cos i've been drinking them straight for 2 days, ytd at KOI CAFE, and today at GONG CHA :]

may schedule is out, forget about asking me out. im practically working every single day next mth. such stupid schedule only puts me in dilemna, whether or not to continue working in june :/ urgh, i hate may's schedule. LOADS.

anyway, ssangchu postcards are well on their way into the hands of hwang buin and hyun joong shillang. i will seriously put up the photos asap. im really lazy to put them up today. oh mans, what shall we do for their 3rd annivasary.... ... :D ultra sadness, is it my phone that's having problems or my lap top, either one i'll be heartbroken cos they are both damn new. my fone cant connect to my lap top (i can connect to windows mobile centre) and bluetooth doesnt work as well. oh gosh, shld probably get it fixed too. happy island is down for today, so it only means that i will lack behind by a level today? hias, i give up hope le. off to watch vid!

chia and my sis seems to have a fun day at school. i wanna go to school too :] polytecnic is starting school today. this will only meant that my sister, chia ying and jia wei are all going to start school while im still stuck at square one in western union. omgness, i really cant wait till its my turn to start school but why is it taking so long for the schools to at least send me a letter or smth! anyway, work has been pretty enjoyable lately, at least i feel that im opening up to the people in WU. jessica now calls me xiao nezha cos of my stupid hair. xP haha, i think i can pretty much survive working there for a few more months perhaps? hmm, shall think abt it. i seriously want to go overseas during my sister's june holiday but i heard that the air tickets are going to be friggin expensive. really have no idea whether i shld go overseas anot. i so want to go to taiwan~ T_T anw, i shall take out a portion of my pay for this mth to buy chia her nitendo dsi (bday present). i must have been really crazy when i offered to do so. oh wells, i shall just get her those. in the mean time, i need to get to calling starhub asap cos they are stupidly asking me to pay for internet usage which i din use at all. fuck starhub for now. if im not able to fix the problem, im totally determined to get a new fone. god knows if its my omnia ii thats having connection prob. actually, whether or not i'll be able to fix the fone, i will still want to buy lg lollipop. HAHAH, IM SUCH A SPENDER. :]

MONEY THAT IS CFMED GONE FOR THIS MTH PAY:
luo xiang concert ticket ($151)
nitendo dsi ($250)
that will be like 400 bucks alr? and assuming that i only have abt 700 plus or 800 plus bucks for next mth's pay, not including deduction from cpf yet. GOSH GOSH GOSH! SERIOUSLY BROKE!

oh wells, a promise's a promise. shall not think so much. anyway, i should probably get to preparing for bed cos i have work tmr, for 4 days straight! T_T hahaa, WU, here i come!


SSANGCHU POST CARD PROJECT IS PRETTY MUCH DONE. SHALL PUT OF PEEKTURES LATER ON AFTER I'VE TAKEN PICTURES OF THEM. adios~ k box session at amk today with weiduo and ahni! should i update today?
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ANNYEONG! ultra sleepy now, and my dumb feet areaching like mad. i have been losing too much sleep lately! couldnt sleep at all lah! anyway, i shall go and get my self a new pillow tmr. one that doesnt flatten dat easily! and maybe i'll finally watch my [how to train your dragon 3D] and [clash of the titan 3D] tmr all at one go. b4 my lil sis go for her camp and it will be too late to watch it anymore in the cinemas. oh gosh, im so sleepy now that i think i can fall asleep immediately once i lie on my still lousy pillow.

SICKENING PILLOW, IM ABANDONING U~! XP day one of work of this month. experiencing major working blues even though im working at LI today. why the hell am i like that. how the hell am i going to survive the next two months. OMGNESS. i suck big time.

anyway, my legs are aching for no reason. uber painful now. haha. i shall just chopped them off. MUAHAHAHAHAH omo omo!!! i was browsing through triplse s philippines pg when i saw a photo of jung min with the exactly same horse head i bought in korea!!! even though im a little slow (PERSONA ENCORE photos), but i still glad! AHAHAHA. im so glad i bought it. :]




anyway, nicole ann lee has finally bought the tics to luo xiang concert.YIPEE~ haha. cant wait to go for his concert. 22 may!!!

at lunch today, i have somehow sort out how i want to spend the rest of my holidays before uni start.

i shall continue to work till may. (may is a good month! double s new album and luo xiang concert) i promised to work for 6 months so i shall work for 6 mths. after that i'll most probably be free after june. may be going to taiwan when my sister is having her break! shopping and eating = cant wait!! come back and maybe take up korean lessons (see how first considering my uni course) and maybe learn driving? take a break till july and i shall start school in august. perfect planning. woohoo~ HAHAHA. anyway, wei duo has gotten her results for nus, and i want mine to come soon. i cant stand waiting~ ahhh! let me get into maritime~ PUHHLEASEEEEEEEEEEE. T__T back at blogging, seriously at the same time period all the time. anyways, i finally had a chance to train my maljongie at kerning PQ. coolios cos i leveled by 3 levels today. im so lazy all the time, and irefuse to go in maple as well, i should simply uninstall it to save space on my comp isnt it. haiz. anyay, i felt really bad today when i made the fone call to ah cons. i know how irritating it is to date someone and back out last minute and yet i do the same thing to her. omgness, i should just confirm my stupid working schedule with chris first next time before i make any empty promises. really sorry cons :/ i guess u must have felt disappointed when u recieved my fone call. and i bet nobody will be attending the picnic anyway even if we change the date to saturday. somehow i just know it cos we always get the same results when i organise any gathering. that's why i chose to leave the matters to ah cons. less disappointment the better. so selfish aint i.

i guess i must be really selfish. i am selfish to begin with anyway. i like to keep matters to myself and i always do weird actions just to protect myself from getting hurt, and often, the only consequences will b that the other party get hurts only. what a selfish prat/bastard whatsoever i am. so what if i know, im friggin not doing anything to correct my behaviour, im incorrigible. i get sick of myself all the time anyway. stupid sickening ME.

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